Merry Christmas… good news

So after being tortured with thes ulsers and feeling horrid with them.. i went to the GP monday to see if they could help, she looked and said wow they look sore… I was very good and didnt say what i was thinking ‘no shit sherlock’. She went on to examine my neck and went very quiet.. she asked when i was seeing an oncologist next, i told her Janruary, she said you need to see them asap. She called Mr Moss’ secretary and said she had felt 2 nodes in my neck.. she was very concerned that they were the big C coming back…. i spent the week into limbo.

Today, I saw Mr Moss and his registra who confirmed its no the cancer, I do have a nuroma which is a growth around a traumatised nerve.


We then discussed my mouth sores and they diagnosed a auto immune reaction to radiotherapy damaged tissue in my mouth, so steroids and steroid mouth wash…

Then he suggested a mouth guard to make sure im not damaging the skin and setting off the reaction…




I had a mould of my teeth made for the guard it bloody hurt both inside my mouth and my jaw. But its done and i pick it up on the 10th of jan when i see Mr Moss next.

I saw my nutritionist and since i started my new feed i have lost 12lb. The new feed is not agreeing with me .. it has me rushing to the loo and feeling sick during the night. And last night i had stomach cramps within 10 mins of it being on, so i just turned it off. Not ideal but it was needed. Im going to keep trying for a bit then who knows. Ahhh they wont let me starve lol .

Right im knackered so im off to bed.

Loads of love .. please get in touch i love reading messages.

Still Smiling xxcx

6 thoughts on “Merry Christmas… good news”

  1. I am so pleased for you that the nodes were not the bastard returning, I hope the mouth guard works and they get your feed sorted xxx


  2. Merry Christmas Hun, such good news to end the year on 🙂
    I hope you get your food sorted soon as no-one is going to be happy with you losing any more weight. I wish they could just put you back on the other stuff, crazy system that they can’t, just because you moved!
    I hope you have a great time watching the kids on Christmas morning, I will be thinking of you all.
    Merry Christmas xxxx


  3. Over the moon (can i get away with saying that with my surname??) that all was ok in terms of the nodes! I hope the feeding issues get sorted very soon and I the steroids/mouthwash help as well!
    Merry Christmas to you guys lots of love from the Moons xxx


  4. Fab news about the nodes and how did you manage not to puke getting the mouth guard – as I would have.

    Have an amazing Christmas with the magic of children in the house and enjoy watching them getting hyper and having fun – hope they don’t get you up to early on Crimbo day (and hoping mine don’t either). You have come a long way in the last year so enjoy celebrating Christmas and hope Santa is good to you xx


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