Merry Christmas… good news

So after being tortured with thes ulsers and feeling horrid with them.. i went to the GP monday to see if they could help, she looked and said wow they look sore… I was very good and didnt say what i was thinking ‘no shit sherlock’. She went on to examine my neck and went very quiet.. she asked when i was seeing an oncologist next, i told her Janruary, she said you need to see them asap. She called Mr Moss’ secretary and said she had felt 2 nodes in my neck.. she was very concerned that they were the big C coming back…. i spent the week into limbo.

Today, I saw Mr Moss and his registra who confirmed its no the cancer, I do have a nuroma which is a growth around a traumatised nerve.


We then discussed my mouth sores and they diagnosed a auto immune reaction to radiotherapy damaged tissue in my mouth, so steroids and steroid mouth wash…

Then he suggested a mouth guard to make sure im not damaging the skin and setting off the reaction…




I had a mould of my teeth made for the guard it bloody hurt both inside my mouth and my jaw. But its done and i pick it up on the 10th of jan when i see Mr Moss next.

I saw my nutritionist and since i started my new feed i have lost 12lb. The new feed is not agreeing with me .. it has me rushing to the loo and feeling sick during the night. And last night i had stomach cramps within 10 mins of it being on, so i just turned it off. Not ideal but it was needed. Im going to keep trying for a bit then who knows. Ahhh they wont let me starve lol .

Right im knackered so im off to bed.

Loads of love .. please get in touch i love reading messages.

Still Smiling xxcx


6 thoughts on “Merry Christmas… good news”

  1. Fab news about the nodes and how did you manage not to puke getting the mouth guard – as I would have.

    Have an amazing Christmas with the magic of children in the house and enjoy watching them getting hyper and having fun – hope they don’t get you up to early on Crimbo day (and hoping mine don’t either). You have come a long way in the last year so enjoy celebrating Christmas and hope Santa is good to you xx


  2. Over the moon (can i get away with saying that with my surname??) that all was ok in terms of the nodes! I hope the feeding issues get sorted very soon and I the steroids/mouthwash help as well!
    Merry Christmas to you guys lots of love from the Moons xxx


  3. Merry Christmas Hun, such good news to end the year on 🙂
    I hope you get your food sorted soon as no-one is going to be happy with you losing any more weight. I wish they could just put you back on the other stuff, crazy system that they can’t, just because you moved!
    I hope you have a great time watching the kids on Christmas morning, I will be thinking of you all.
    Merry Christmas xxxx


  4. I am so pleased for you that the nodes were not the bastard returning, I hope the mouth guard works and they get your feed sorted xxx


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