Its easy really, all you have to do is look at all the shit your facing.. whatever it maybe .. if your facing a child with medical needs or you have scary medical needs. You need to realise you cant fix it, its not your fault.
What you need to do is look at it, take a deep breath and say FUCK IT and relax your shoulders. The realisation that you cannot do anything and you just need to roll with the punches.
When i had my crappy news on friday i had a pity party that night which i think is allowed but the next morning, i was like FUCK IT i cant change it, ill do my physio and if it works its a billy bonus. Oh and the other decision i have made is i am going to go against medical advice and carry on with the ice cream as its nice and it soothez my throat. I will also continue to drink water.. its just impossible to go from drinking water to not drinking. This may backfire in a spectacular way with chest infections and pneumonia. But i am taking the risk so FUCK IT you cant live worrying.
Time to put my energy into moving and getting organised for that. And getting the kids ready for a new house..
Over and out.. with a smile on my face xx