And repeat…..


Same view same staff same faces, except the newbys who hold their diagnosis letter and their schedule of treatments as if its proof they should be here… its  obvious many are panicing possibly imagining big cancer fighting lazer beams whereas its a big polo with beeps and clicks.. you want feel it… or see it…. insted you see nothing and generally feel a bit crap and very tired….

Since wednesday my mask hasnt fitted well.. lots of adjustments and now im coming out with a honey comb effect on my head…. look


Today i asked the radiotherapyographer (its something like this, altho im now wondering if i should have an ologist in there too), anyway backing away slowly from my mentalness… the reason for the poor fitting is weight loss… now  this piss’s me off do o look like ive lost weight….


I dont think so …. see ive been trying foods different ones and getting my calories its very frustrating. Im gonna try n get to stamford our local town for some foods i can try…. i did try grapes today… BIG FAIL choked and needed to peel them like u do for your toddler…

Anywayz this is my current view


Oooodles of traffic

Signing off wonky sore smile n all xxxx

1 thought on “And repeat…..”

  1. Hiya, ooh, grapes! I remember reading how they are a terrible choking hazard for all in sundry, so I’m not surprised they were a no-go for you. It’s good that you are still eating though, I thought that would have all been sidelined for a while, so major kudos for still keeping up with trying new foods and keeping going with it, even when you feel like shit.
    The honeycomb look is kinda cool – looks good on your forehead – wonder if you could patent it as some kind of anti-wrinkle product?! Certainly detracts from anything else! I can’t tell if you’ve lost any more weight or not, you just look tired Hun. Big hugs from all of us here, hope you can recuperate a little bit over the next 2 days xx


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