Calm after storm….

Im feeling quite a bit better. .. Ive cried loads but i thibk i needed to… 2 very good friends have offered to help with kids on 19th morning, hopefully they will be able to juggle their babies with my girlee and k will be able to get to school. I do feel for g tho as he will leave hospital as i go to into theatre got 7 to 8 hours and wont see me till next day… I guess that mught be for best tbh as i will be out of it on breathing tubes etc so would be 2 hours traveling for not alot and petrol lol Anyways im in prep mode… Started washing dressing gown pj’s etc ready for hospital. Its baby girls birthday on 21st sge will be 2 but coz of op we have decided to have it on the 16th… We are going to pots of fun stamford. .. Ive made cakes and jam tarts and her present arrived from tutu bijou its so so perfect and cannot wait to see her wear it…. Anyways stil smiling lots of loves