say good bye to your kids at the door !!

so whilst still feeling shitty – I get a phone call from nurse bitch face !! (as she will now be known)

Just calling to remind you of your appointments for surgery on the 19th .. (“no shit.. ooops i had forgotten”)

“You must bein the ward by 7am ! ” my reply was i will do my best – i have a baby – a 7 year old and am disabled and its over an hour away !” 

“no you must be here – well can they stay i ask .. “its not visiting hours” she says !! but we coudl put you in a hostel the night before

this is what i hear !

Get G to drop you off at the door ! say good bye to your children there – whilst remembering you may not speak to them again ! you may be able to tell them you love them – you may never say their names – but its ok just say bye at door and your on your own till you wake up 2 days later !!


I called my special cancer nurse !!! and she said she will get more info but its all hit me today everything ……………………….


im in bits probably being dramatic .. prob overdoing it bla bla but im scared


3 thoughts on “say good bye to your kids at the door !!”

  1. I dont think you are being dramatic at all and even though the hospital do have a job to do and a schedule to follow there still has to be compassion,especially when the patient has young children who wont understand etc. There will of course be tears and upset which will in itself be traumatic all round. Just think of it as going through a really really long tunnel and look forward to the bright sunshine that will be at the other end. xx Don’t forget you are only human and will have total crappy s****y days and also some good. If I could magic it all away I would xx


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